| So how about it's been FOREVER. But i feel like I need to vent. I don't think anyone reads this thing anymore so w/e. I am so tired right now and college is so stressful. I have so many hard classes and my exams start this week...really harsh. I can't expect much from friends. Some are here and there based on what their needs are, some want to be "more than friends," and then there are those who are just kinda aquaintances and we don't have anything in common. I need to meet some people, girls especially because college boys are too horny and other sortsa things..... The problem is, my major is probably 6 guys to one girl so all of my classes are mostly guys anyways!!! It's kinda hard to get around that fact. I really wish I were home right now. Home with my boy, my family, my pets, MY ROOM, and my best friend/friends. Basically, back to everything familiar.. Of course though, it can't be that way. It's always gotta be hard on me. I guess this will just eventaully make me tougher in life. I guess i'll be a stronger person in the long run. I'll have learned about meeting people, going out of your comfort zone, the power/powerless feeling of a long-distance relationship, and time management. I've always been pretty good at that last one, but lately, if i can procrastinate, i do. I really need to get out of that habit if I want to pass. Actaully, my goal is straight A's, but that's gonna be some hard work on my part. Well, It's late and I need some sleep for my schedule of tough classes tomorrow. I guess this is goodnight and much love. |
My hair actaully stayed curly, maybe I'll post sum pics later....? maybe